As I grow old,
I realized things happened for a reason
My passed were made to make me see my future
My being now, Is my way of fixing my pass
to somehow lesser my regrets...

In my life
Regrets take a big part...
Regrets of "not being so good"
Regrets of "did not able to fulfill what I have dreamed"
Regrets of "Having the most horrible way to survive"
Regrets of life, "My very own Life"

May be you don't feel what I am feeling now
May be it's hard for you to understand why am i writing what I am writing now...
May be you think I am the loser in between the succeed...
well,...
All that "may be" you might feel about me...
is exactly What I am feeling right now,...

Life is not so hard,...
But wrong choices, definitely make it harder than you have ever imagined,...

I made my wrong choices, and regret every single part of it...
But As I regret it,...
somehow I believe I can set my future better than anyone else could ever do...

Thanks to my "Regrets"....

Without it I would have been the same stupid girl, with stupid choices and useless life

Thanks to my "Regrets"....

For Coming a little early than it should....
For Entering my life in the right moment and time...
For Making me see things in a different way....

Thanks to my "Regrets"

Because in my "What if" moments, get rid of you is my biggest motivation to move forward...

Thanks to my "Regrets"....
For giving me the easiest way to "Get Rid of You"...


October, 22, 2009

My Thinking room...